This and That

OK i know that i have been terrible at blogging lately but so many things have been going on, I bought new living room furniture, and redid Khloes room for the 3rd time and sweet baby she is only 14 months old. Now we are preparing to go back to school, I can not tell you how I hate this, I love my kids being at home with me, we are such homebodies.. But anyway I know that they will be better off with the school routine. A lot of other things have been going on ever since June mentally I have been somewhere else, places that I should be letting my mind go to, but its so hard. I have got to start making myself come on here and just share what all I am feeling and blog about it, as I sit around and watch the news there seems to be so much negative going on, right now my heart is stuck on this one family that their son is on his first tour, and he is being held captive and to watch that video of him eating, he is eating as if he were hungry, he is talking and you know he is scared. I know that his family is worried sick, I am worried sick for that family, as I laid in bed on Monday night I was awake until 4:30 living in this world of "what ifs", and I just cant stand it... I pray for each and every military family out there... Say a little prayer for our family we still have a few months with Darin but we do know he is for sure leaving and the few months that he is home, every single month he will be gone a week or two or even tree weeks at a time so we will have him coming home and changing and doing laundry and leaving again and we get all this up until he leaves, just be near and pray for us, I love him and each and every solider we have....